I am heading to bed. I will try to sleep but I know I cannot. Perhaps it is the high I am still feeling from running a 4 hour marathon and enjoying every moment of it. Perhaps it is because we are now under #5 on the unofficial list. It may even be the Reese Puff cereal I shamefully admit to be my current indulgence.
Will this be the last night I close my eyes and not wake to wonder about our little one?
I certainly hope so.