Can you tell from the lack of posting that there has been a lack of news on the baby front? We passed
6 7 8 months of waiting and may soon add 9 to that growing list. Ugh.
I feel rather conflicted about complaining about waiting. I am waiting for a much yearned for child, but another mother is mourning the loss of her child as she knows them. My waiting is anticipatory, her waiting is an attempt to savor the last few moments she will be able to stroke her little ones head. I hate that I am rushing her moment to get mine. Every time I sit down to scroll out a whiny waiting post, I give this disclaimer and get no further. Not only do I become lost in contemplation, but any complaining I have to do seems rather selfish.
So, let me say it once and perhaps never again. Waiting sucks. I hate it. I want to know of my child right now. I want then home with us. I want to start making memories with them.
Now, rather that try to switch gears, I am going to just draft another post.